it has been too long.
You guys, I am sorry. I really am.
I feel connected to you in some way. I get all excited when you read my blog. And then I go and let you down by not actually blogging.
My bad, guys, my bad.
I still don't know what I am doing with my life. No, scratch that. I know that I am graduating sometime in the next year. Now I just need to find full time employment so that I can pay for said semesters, for housing, for "The Cranberry" as Psych so inspired me to call my car.
Oh, life. Sometimes I wish that you had a pause button. So that I could go on more Sunday Springtime Frolics through the meadows of life. So that I could write on my blog more. So that I could be a better friend, roommate, sister, and daughter.
But, you don't. It's like...crappy that you don't. Life keeps moving forward. People keep moving on. And I am left here wondering what I am going to do next.
Fortunately, there is music. I feel like music lately has been the balm for my soul. I am slowly so slowly learning how to play the guitar. This has given me a whole new appreciation for the people in my life who do play instruments, as well as the musicians on the radio. I am starting to hear the guitar more in songs and it makes me feel musical for the first time in my life.
I don't know what my future holds. But I do know that my Father in Heaven has a plan for me. And that is all that matters.
I feel connected to you in some way. I get all excited when you read my blog. And then I go and let you down by not actually blogging.
My bad, guys, my bad.
I still don't know what I am doing with my life. No, scratch that. I know that I am graduating sometime in the next year. Now I just need to find full time employment so that I can pay for said semesters, for housing, for "The Cranberry" as Psych so inspired me to call my car.
Oh, life. Sometimes I wish that you had a pause button. So that I could go on more Sunday Springtime Frolics through the meadows of life. So that I could write on my blog more. So that I could be a better friend, roommate, sister, and daughter.
But, you don't. It's like...crappy that you don't. Life keeps moving forward. People keep moving on. And I am left here wondering what I am going to do next.
Fortunately, there is music. I feel like music lately has been the balm for my soul. I am slowly so slowly learning how to play the guitar. This has given me a whole new appreciation for the people in my life who do play instruments, as well as the musicians on the radio. I am starting to hear the guitar more in songs and it makes me feel musical for the first time in my life.
I don't know what my future holds. But I do know that my Father in Heaven has a plan for me. And that is all that matters.
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